I go to the fertility doc in about 3 hours to start another Clomid round. Since I'm about 3 weeks late they'll have to give me something to make me start first. I hate that but it will probably make me feel a lot better and make all these damn pregnancy symptoms go away. It's crazy to me that cysts can do that. So of course I'm like omg I'm pregnant and it just goes on and on from there.
I'm a head case. I'm not sure how much more of the watch and see I can do.
Maybe during that ultrasound they'll find a little baby in there....I'm not holding my breathe though!
Brett had to work last night.....so I've not seen him since Tuesday night except in passing. I love being by myself but right now, especially last night, I just need someone to hold me and play with my hair and tell me that no matter what everything will be fine...because I'm not convinced that it will be.
I'm about to reach my breaking point....I'm on the edge.
I could really go for some barbeque turkey right now from Earl's.
......I'm having one
I think I need meds....seriously.
If you could only drink one beverage for the rest of your life (not including water), which one would you choose?
Pepsi
Obama was elected a year ago today and has now been in office for almost ten months. How do you think he is doing? What's the best thing you think he's done so far? The worst?
What has he done exactly? Sure he's got all these plans...but have any of them taken place yet?
Ok. Loathes first:
I'm alone in my bed. (No cuddles for me.)
It's cold. And dark.
All the children in my life have Swine flu.
Some customers are just no fun at all.
Eric Cantor. He looks like a smug asshole. Maybe he isn't always that way, but every time they stick him on a TV screen, I want to spit on him. (That's how I really feel.)
Loves to end with:
It's fall and I will adjust to the cold and dark thing.
The shed's almost done, so I'll be painting soon. (This will probably become a loathe in a little bit, haha.)
I got some of my Christmas presents in the mail (I might have mentioned this already) and they are SUUUUPER cute. (Any etsy fans? Check out Down & Out Chic.)
I'm getting ready to curl up with Time Traveler's Wife. (I was going to start a few minutes ago...)
Things to look forward to:
Creating a packaging technique for the cute Christmas gifts I've received, since they all came in one box. (Time to get festive and creative... a bit early, I know.)
The weekend. I have off again on Saturday and I think I'm going to block off my morning for breakfast. I want baked oatmeal because it's delicious.
bobby and I were enjoying one another and walking to class together this morning and remember the girl I mentioned a a few days ago, who saw us and yelled his name and who didn't acknowledge me at all even though I smiled at her the whole time and then finally gave her a dirty look at the end?
yeah well we had a brief moment with her again today as we walked by (i saw her coming from farther away but I distracted bobby with loving glances) and she yelled his name again and said hi what's up, etc, ignoring me again. SO this time Bobby was like "Sorry" and I was like "That's okay. I gave that girl a dirty look the last time" LOL
and then I explained what happened the last time we saw her about how i was smiling the entire time and she didn't so much as glance in my direction so i finally gave her a really dirty look before it was too late. he laughed and said he was sorry, though why he is apologizing is lost on me. it's not his fault every girl hates me for having him all to myself and pretends I don't exist when they see us together.
class was okay. my teacher really likes my color scheme for my senior project. various blues and the text on a nice pale yellow background. they work together. thank you artistically minded boyfriend.
i'm really super nervous about getting my latin test back.
bobby grabbed me lunch before i left school and we ate together. we were talking about my schedule for next semester and pre-reqs. he said he gets chills whenever he thinks of how it worked out with me and that graphic design class.
technically i was supposed to take fundamentals of 2-D design first but no one told me that before i took it, and when i found out mid-semester no one told me it wasn't okay. so i shouldn't have been in that class at all, but i was and i found him. =) thank you universe.
my FINAL SEMESTER classes (!!!) are these:
-latin 2 (yes! i'm gonna make it i'm gonna make it!)
-poetry (SIGH)
-medieval times (hopefully not TOOO writing intensive.. it's an english course.. i don't want a lot of useless work my last semester... i am only taking this to fullfill the 12 hr full time req!)
-computer literacy (from my "other studies" quota to fill. i'm pretty sure this will be easy folks)
this week is busy and it had BETTER be productive!!
"So... I have a theory. If we were to move in together right now... we would be eating ramen noodles every day for a year ... and I would be completely fine with that"
who'd have ever thought the sweetest thing would include the words "ramen noodles".
(in case you don't get it.. he's saying we'd be so poor we couldn't afford groceries, save for 40 cent packs of ramen noodles, lol... but he would gladly eat ramen for a year to be so close to me all the time) i feel the need to include the explanation because upon second thought, some might interpret this as "bobby really loves ramen noodles a lot".
If you could only drink one beverage for the rest of your life (not including water), which one would you choose?
Sweet tea!!!
How cool am I?!
A Borrower and a Lender Be
E was wavering on the eBook tip -- til she found the versatile Nook. Perhaps she'll loan something to you?