Kansas won Queen, prettiest smile, and best attire at her pageant yesterday. She now gets to go to State again in May.
We had another slow-pitch softball tournament this weekend to help raise money for Relay for Life. It was a fun filled day with friends.
Today I celebrate my independence from the British...
Whilst tossing away pretty much everything I own (CDs and DVDs... you're next!) I found a box full of stuff pertaining to that Guy-Who-I-Hope-Chokes-on-an-English-Muffin. Pictures, gifts he'd given me (including a pair of shoes that were not my style), etc. I went through the pictures and laughed as I went along... he really was a goofy dude... but it was sort of surreal, because while I know I dated this guy, it was like looking at someone I never even knew. Even looking at me was weird, because I really don't recognize that person. I pulled out a few pictures that had some other friends in them and tossed the Brit into the trash bag. I found another stack of stuff from the Blood Seller and tossed most of that as well.
Shaniqua came in and said she never would be able to toss pictures. I told her that these people are in my past, and frankly I don't care or think about them any more, so why hold onto these things? To me, they're just taking up space.
Maybe that makes me cold hearted. I don't know. But I do know that hanging onto items from the past has never meant much to me. Whether good or bad, the experiences I had with these people have shaped who I have become now, and really, that's all the reminding I need.
So, goodbye to the Brit, and goodbye to the Bloodseller. You've been cleared out.
I do kind of wonder, though, wherever you are, do you somehow know you've been tossed?
I guess that's a question to which I will never know the answer.
-K.
Im seriously addicted to the smell of this stuff.
Don't you love FB in the background? haha
This message was sent using the Picture and Video Messaging service from Verizon Wireless!
I go to the fertility doc in about 3 hours to start another Clomid round. Since I'm about 3 weeks late they'll have to give me something to make me start first. I hate that but it will probably make me feel a lot better and make all these damn pregnancy symptoms go away. It's crazy to me that cysts can do that. So of course I'm like omg I'm pregnant and it just goes on and on from there.
I'm a head case. I'm not sure how much more of the watch and see I can do.
Maybe during that ultrasound they'll find a little baby in there....I'm not holding my breathe though!
Brett had to work last night.....so I've not seen him since Tuesday night except in passing. I love being by myself but right now, especially last night, I just need someone to hold me and play with my hair and tell me that no matter what everything will be fine...because I'm not convinced that it will be.
I'm about to reach my breaking point....I'm on the edge.
I could really go for some barbeque turkey right now from Earl's.
......I'm having one
I think I need meds....seriously.
If you could only drink one beverage for the rest of your life (not including water), which one would you choose?
Pepsi
Obama was elected a year ago today and has now been in office for almost ten months. How do you think he is doing? What's the best thing you think he's done so far? The worst?
What has he done exactly? Sure he's got all these plans...but have any of them taken place yet?
Had a shocker at pole last night. Was really tired, struggling with the inverted sequence, and was pretty much over it and ready to go home. But then the teacher had a bright idea... "Hey, do you guys want to try a 4 star move?"
Of course I did. And I kind of did it.
I started in the left leg hang...
into the pike (which was the new move).. 
and was SUPPOSED to get back into a crucifix. 
I suspect I was supposed to grab onto something with my hands... but i didn't, and fell straight onto my head (thankfully wasn't too far from the ground, but it still hurt like hell), and then promptly went tumbling (you know, to protect the back *rolls eyes at self*) and nearly slam into the pole and girl next to me.
I kind of wish someone had taken video of it... it would have won me something on funniest home video's for sure.
So... I had decided to take next year off. Do a massage course, prepare for a full on year doing my Dip Ed.
But, the more I've thought about it (and the more weekends I've spent doing the massage course) the more I've been thinking I'm just wasting another year. THEN when I found out the massage course was going to take longer than expected, I decided to re-look at my uni options.
So I've applied for post grad. I'll do it part time, in the first year of it I'll just have to negotiate a half day off during the week, maybe one full day. If my company won't do that, then it's probably time to find a new job anyway. The second year will be cutting back even more, but I'll worry about that if/when it happens.
So far I've only applied to one uni, may apply to another one as well, but not looking likely. Cut off is Friday, and I've got a massive essay to write in that time, so I think I'll just leave it at the one and see where it takes me. I feel kinda sick!!!!
