Again, sorry

I think Twilight is taking over my life. I have been kicking myself over the fact that I actually started reading these books so freakin late.
I'm almost halfway through New Moon and I am so mad. And sad.
Reading again has brought out so many different emotions in me that I haven't felt in a long time.
(I havent read a book in a long time either)

I'm waiting to see where things go with her and Jacob. I'm not too thrilled with that pairing though, because I still want Edward to come back (and apparently he will?), but I'm just glad jacob pulled her out of her funk.

It's hard for me to understand her reckless-ness though. and It's starting to irritate me.. haha

I realllly identified with the first book- the outrageously open relationship between bella and edward. I have always held those kinds of relationships with my friends/more than friends. It also showed me how I could never end up with a "mike" or be like a "jessica"
I have to have unapologetic honesty. Always. I can't stand "beating around the bush" or secrets or hiding things for your own good.

Oh well, I will continue reading now.
=)